RIP Jamie

Jamie was a dear friend, I didnt know him for too long...but he was an amazing guy and I felt like I had known him for years when I was around him. He was fun, spontaneous, mature and caring. It wasnt his time to go, but sadly he took his own life last Saturday night/Sunday morning. I, nor I dont think anyone else, expected it. He deserved to be someplace better, where he could be free, but not right now, not at 18.

I recieved a message from him less than a week ago saying he wanted to see me, I was busy- but I should have seen him...I could have stopped him, or at the very very least said a proper goodbye while I could. Instead I shrugged him off and said I'd see him another time soon... I didn't make the time to see my friend in what would be his final days.

I know your gone little buddy, but not forever, we'll meet again when one day its my time, my life will go on but you wont be forgotten and I hope to god that you are someplace good, because wherever you are- one day I'll be there too! I'm so so so sorry I wasnt there when you needed me, it will be one of the biggest regrets I could possibly have in my lifetime. I still cannot believe your not in this world with us anymore, and I will miss the brief months you were in my life so much, I cared for you more then you know. I keep thinking I can just grab my phone and call you, but I cant anymore because you've left this world. I know I'm not achieving much by writing this, but I just wish I could have 5 more minutes with you to say goodbye.

I'll take a drive up to Zig Zag with a smirnoff one night soon and sit there looking over Perth like we did for hours chatting :)
















Rest in peace Jamie, only the good die young and you were so much more then you knew to me and many others.

I'll be seein ya round :)